You are always my strength. At the time i was about to break down, I could hear your voice whispering into my ear, telling me not to give up. I fought on, the many victories i had achieved because of that. You lit up my darkest day, like the sun shining every darkest corner on the surface on the earth. I kept the smile on my face, leaving all those grief and sorrow behind me. Many better days i had because of that. You were the pillars of my life. Supporting my in every way. All of my achievements today were because of you. You made me a better person. The best person in your life, i hope.
But now, you are far away. Without the pillars, the walls of the house might hold, barely. I felt weak. Everything was useless for me. I know. All i wanted was not that glory. All i needed is just you. This time i have learned a lesson. At least i had the second chance. I will treat you well babie. I am sorry for all the bad things I have done to you. Sorry that I didn't treat you well. Sorry I was angry that day. Sorry for not listening to you. Please forgive me.
The wounds will heal, eventually. But the scar will still be there. I will not forget these days when you were far away. I am not ready for the 4 years babie. I am not strong enough to take it.
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