Usually, my dreams will be filled with love. Love between you and me. It was so sweet. I hoped that I will not have to wake up from that dream. But that could not be possible. I open my eyes and cleared my mind but those sweet memories is still embedded into my head. Now, it is all blank. For each night I slept, I couldn't remember what i had dreamed about. Maybe because I couldn't remember. Maybe it is because i don't want to remember. I am not sure myself.
Each morning I wake up having all blank in my head. The habit of checking my phone is still within me. Every time I picked it up, hoping to see your message. I know it is impossible but I still hoped. Each time my phone ring that usual chime of it, I eagerly picked it up and hoped it was you. After that was a disappointment because it wasn't you. I missed the time when we will chat from morning to night, telling each other our feelings, our pain, and our happiness. Sometimes we even chat until late at night, challenging each other who will sleep the latest and every time, I lost. Each time you were angry of me, I would apologize with the phone. Finally, that kind heart of yours will still forgive me.
Sometimes I hear your voice gently whispering to me. I know that it was my mind playing games with me. At least, I enjoy hearing it. I miss your sweet voice which sounds so charming all the time, even when you are not having a good day. I love it when you call me 'arling' with the most beautiful tone ever.
Each time a door opens in front of me, I hope that the person standing behind it would be you. The image of your sweet smiling face stays clear in my mind but your physical self is so far away.
What miss the most is still your face. So cute, so beautiful, so perfect.
Babie. I miss you. Hope you come back soon. Take care please.
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