He is back!

Tadaaaaa~ Saturday is the day i waited for four months. Yes. Its the day he came back.

So happy when i saw him. :DDDD

We are still the same, like to fight.

The first sight i saw him, i felt that his face are round! After hair cut, it is slimmer.

The next day will be my school sport day.

I think this will be my last sport day.

Still remember the sport day that i went in form 5. I went there just to support him. What a good girlfriend. hahaha.

*This is my marching team.

*The leader--flag holder.

The day before he is back, i went shopping with my babes. One Utama in 2 hours. Nothing much to buy. Just a shade for myself. After that we went to Sakae to have sushi as supper! Unagi maki.

*Three of us.

*Chen and Kuan.

*Wasabi. No photos for sushi because we finished it in 5 mins. We were too hungry.

*Green Tea in Sakae.

After supper we went to Chen's house for sleep over. That night, of course i am super excited and nervous. hahahahaha. I learnt to apply make up there. Drawing eye-liner and i gave up! I am not artistist. Maybe i should said i am not lady. We chatted until late night.

The following day, monday will be a replacement holiday for sport day. So, we went genting!

At first, i am so excited. But the trip ended up with dissapointment and tiredness.

Damn you, Genting!

*Claypot chicken rice before going theme park with wy.

Food in genting is not nice! :X

:DDDDD

*Took in cable car.

*Group photo. BSD gang and BU gang.

From left, Jeremy, Edward, Xin Jian, Suet Li, Mei Tin, May, Yun Chen and Kuan.

*Met Amelia and Karl Mia in Genting.

*Baskin Robin before skyway.

This cost us RM20! Damn expensive. Just two scopes ice creams.

*This is the photo i like the most among all. <3

*Hopes that i can hold your hand and walk for the rest of my life. <3

Do you think that way too?

梁文音 – 情人知己

Nice song to share. I likes this song. It reflects me and him.

像一個孩子賴在你懷裡　願二十四小時形影不離
兩個人的悄悄話　一輩子說不煩聽不膩

仰頭看你微笑瞇起眼睛　溫柔的好像愛情的詩句
你無條件包容我　被疼愛的感覺很快樂

我~非常愛你　非常確定　你像情人　又像知己
多麼幸運能遇見你　是上天賜給我的福氣
那種開心　那種窩心　那種安心
幸福很難　我相信　只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景

你有改不掉的粗心大意　我有偶爾發作的小任性
因為相愛就可以　對每個小毛病　有耐心

每次想你我就更愛自己　原來思念也可以很溫馨
世上最近的距離　是兩個人的心　在一起

我~非常愛你　非常確定　你像情人　又像知己
多麼幸運能遇見你　是上天賜給我的福氣
那種開心　那種窩心　那種安心
幸福很難　我相信　只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景
http://www.littleoslo.com/lyc/home/
我~非常愛你　非常確定　愛的甜蜜　愛的貼心
每次爭吵都要練習　壞情緒轉過身就失憶
非常愛你　深深愛你　沒有懷疑
幸福很難　我相信　只要我們夠努力
沿途搖呀晃呀也都是美景

每次看你就有一份安定　知道今後我哪兒也不去
在我們的小天地　專心的愛著你

Counting down -- 4 more days

lalalalalaa~

finally i got the chance to chat with him online today.

BAD WY! always cabut halfway. :P

never mind. at least i told him the most important thing.

awww... why time is so slow? now still got 4 days to go.

OMG. i miss him alot man!

now, is my time for all the planning again.

his holiday is on my hand.

call me, text me anything if you want to date him.

his personal assistant is right here! LOL.

i have alot of places wanna go with him in this month.

but we have limited budget and time.

never mind. i will manage it well.

wait for our photos bah!

rainbow..

there's always rainbow after raining

ya. finally. all ended.

emoness go away!

i am now shine and bright.

:DDDDDDD

i am glad that i have you, darling.

iloveyou

finally, we are back to normal.

thank you.

now, i am waiting for you to come back.

5 more days ya..

i will wait patiently.

I miss you.

after tweeting in twitter i feeling much more better.

at least i get to stop my tears.

no more crying, yee yan.

STAY STRONG.

the world is not end yet, you still have your life to go.

your school, your friends, your team.

*take a deep breath*

even though i am no more crying,

but my mood is still not that good.

still very depressed

once again, i am sorry, darling.

i dont know how many times i said this already.

but, for this time, is the first time i am not crying.

you know, forget about you is really hard for me.

around me, everything is about you.

our photos, our memories.

when i see the puppy on my bed.

makes me think of you.

this puppy accompanying me the longest

it went to US with me. represent you for 3 months.

that time, you always asked me to talk to puppy when i miss you

i really did. and i lend it to ABIGAIL too.

i think she likes it too.

it went to jakarta with us too.

do you remember.

one day the cleaner took it for cleaning and we were looking for it at midnight.

we were laughing all night long

the following the cleaner sent it back and they bathe it

i brought it everywhere i go

because the puppy has your smell

i can feel you is around

i miss you very very much, darling

i have waited so long for you to come back

please come back with a truly big smile from your heart

i really want to see your happy face

i love you. 6 more days to go.

现在的我，真的是完完全全的崩溃

我不知道自己还可以做些什么

你，对我来说真的很重要你知道吗？

在这两天，我真的提不起劲来

没有心情做东西，没有力气

吃又吃不好，睡又睡不着

只想躲在房里哭

这几天真的很折磨很痛苦

到底这件事情几时才可以有了断

我真的很希望我们可以向以前一样

开开心心的，没有烦恼

这件事情的发生，我们双方的心里都会有根刺

它真的刺到我很痛很痛

我痛恨这种感觉

我真的非常痛恨我自己

这一切一切都是我的惩罚

我知道

28th month

today is our 28th month.

usually, he will send me love letter every month.

but, i dont expect a letter from him this time.

i am wrong

i am sorry

i am really regret of what i have done

if this thing not happen, we will have our sweet time

before this thing happened you promised me you will call me everyday and write me letter for this month

but now, i dont expect all this

its all my fault.

i really dont know what else i can do now.

现在的我

现在的心情，我自己都无法形容

害怕？迷失？

虽然，他已经看开了一点

但是，我还是无法原谅我自己

他根本就是无辜的

为什么我要烦着他？

现在的我，真的很后悔，很内疚

很后悔为什么偏偏在那一天

如果不是我在那天烦着他，

今天的我应该现在开开心心的和他聊天

也少了无谓的担心

如果不是我，今天的他应该开开心心的回来

开开心心的和我过他的假期

现在的我是无比的后悔和愧疚

我不敢再和他道歉，因为我害怕他又会勾起他的回忆

我能理解他被我伤得非常的深

永永远远都会在心上留疤痕

而现在的我什么都帮不上忙

只会烦着他

我觉得自己很没有用

我真的很对不起

希望你尽快从阴影中站起来

我也只能在旁默默地支持

我知道就算我说一万句的对不起

流了一万公升的眼泪也无法禰补你所受的伤害

我爱你，我相信你

今天，我感觉到你的心情好了许多，比起昨天

希望这一切并不是“回光返照”

今天总算可以好好的和你谈

虽然，你还是会很激动

但是，我了解也体谅

对不起，亲爱的，请你原谅我好吗？

我保证不会再有下次

我明白你承受的压力和折磨有多大

我真的了解

我也有体验过

但是事情已经发生了，我也爱莫能助

只可以向你道歉

谢谢你的谅解

我终于可以停止我的眼泪，冷静的去见人

是你，给了我信心

我知道现在的你还是很难过很挣扎

我答应你，绝对没有下次

你知道吗？

你是我的一切，我的所有，你对我有多么的重要

没有了你，我的世界真的很黑暗，我真的体验到了

我也不希望再有这样的事情发生

爱情需要双方互相扶持才可以坚持下去

我了解

我会更冷静的处理事情

希望你也一样

谢谢你，答应我你会准时上机，准时回来

我正的很期待这一天

还有7 天，我会耐心的等待

希望你能在这7天内平复你的心情

回来开开心心的度假，抛开一切烦恼

我爱你，我相信你

this is the only place for me to share my feeling.

this week is the worst in my life.

I hate this!

7 more days then he will be back but we got into this problem.

WHY?

i have waited 4 months for him to come back but now, maybe he is not coming back

or we will not meet when he is here.

WHY?

these two days.

i know both of us live in struggled

I am wrong, I am sorry.

will our love just end like this?

we gone through 848 days together

will it just end like this?

i dont know.

i have no confidence now.

for you, i got no right to say anything

i know you are angry with me

but did u ever think of my side?

this is no excuse.

this is my feeling.

do u think that if thats me in the picture how will u feel?

do you know how much i love you.

do you know how much i care.

do u know how much i worry.

do u know how much tears i had dropped.

do u know now i only having a meal a day.

do u know i am like a walking zombie now.

do u know when i am alone, i will cry like mad.

do u know i have planned everything and now, it is nothing.

do u know how hurt is it for me to take all this.

I am totally lost now.

you know me well.

you know everything about me.

you are also my everything.

you know that i never share out my feeling with anyone else when u are here

you know that u are my only listener?

after you gone, i only started to share it with my friends

now, i got nothing.

the only thing i have is only memories.

期望越大，失望越大

今天的一切都过得非常顺利，我并没有埋怨今天忙碌的生活

反而过得非常充实

在补习回家的路途中，我非常的想念他

心想回家要为他做些事情

便迫不及待地把电脑打开

谁知道一打开电脑便看见了一些我不想看见的东西

顿时，脑袋一片空白

不知道怎么办才好

我，就是压抑不了我的情绪

如果没有把事情解决，我一定睡不着

便找他“谈判”

永远的永远，我都回输

就输在心软

其实我知道，他有错但错不在他

都是那些无谓人

我真的不知道那女人的用意在那里

死肥婆！

明知道人家有女朋友还粘着人家不放

太久没有见到男人不会去找啊！

犯贱！

我最讨厌人家动我的东西

如果她在附近的话，我真的不知道我会做出什么

扫她一巴？

一拳给她？

超级犯贱的人需要同情的吗？

不知丑！

死开啦！

我就是我

开学开了两天，有许多不如意的事情发生在这两天

感觉到自己就快崩溃了

还好最近他都比较忙，有多余的时间陪我

谢谢他！

祝他明天考试顺利，快快回来

我很想念他！

今天，我简直崩溃...

晚上睡不好,早上又不舒服,下午又中罚单

我好想大哭！！！

我好想念有他在的时候，往往他都会为我分担

当我的出气筒

他对我正的很好，但是我却常常发小姐脾气

当我发现时，一切都太迟了

当他在我身边时，我往往忽略了他

失去了才懂得珍惜

可见的现在我多么需要他

:((((((

我,就是脾气暴躁,但是在我冷静以后,我感觉到自己很傻

为了一些无谓的事情闹一场

我，就是那么的情绪化

有什么不开心的都挂在脸上

我，就是那么的不冷静

我，就是那么的小姐

多么希望可以把所有的烦恼抛开

多末希望可以改掉所有的坏习惯

当一个无忧无虑又幸福的女人

My little guy

Yesterday this little guy went to my house as usual.

We went pasar malam and bought some foods for him last night.

While we all watching tv on the living room.

Sudddenly, he felt thirsty.

And he try to get the little mug from the table for drink.

He did it quietly because he likes to drink water from mug rather than his plastic bottle.

He wants to be like us.

Then, he hold the glass carefully from the table.Suddenly, we spotted him and shouted.

He was in rush and dont know where to hide the mug.

Then he just threw it to the sofa and ran away.

He knows that my sis will scream at him.

What kind of smart baby is this?LOL.

Jogging Day

This is my gang during secondary school.

All my bratha and sista.

WeeJian, Gabriel, Chen, and Zit.

Early in the morning, we went to Desa Park for jogging.

Aham.. We are training for MCD run. :D

Although we said we are going for jog, but we just jog for 3 rounds.

*Chen babe

*Gab acting cool

*WeeJian & Chen

*Me and Chen

*Zitt, not natural la.

:))))))

*This is by GABRIEL WONG.

*We want this to be LIKE THIS!

*Sitting on the stone AGAIN.

*Like this building.

*Group photo

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After that, we went to ingredient shop to buy ingredient shop for making egg tarts. Then, we went to WOH KEE to have breakfast. And we met Dr.Chin there with his family. Long time no see ya.

*Photos creditted to WEE JIAN.

*Testing.

*AH XIN

*Egg tarts!!

12 more days to go. I miss him. <3

Muffins Day!

今天，我突然心血来潮，起身后便到附近的材料店选购材料准备烘培。

Muffin -- 松饼

但是我 的饼看起来一点都不松，像杯子蛋糕多一点。:P

*迷你型的松饼

Wonder what he has been doing these few days.

Tomorrow will be his second paper.

Wish him ALL THE BEST here.

I will always support him.

加油！

I miss him. <3

2 more weeks he is back.

I am waiting.

FRIM Day!

Early in the morning.. Edward, Mei Tin, Suet Li, May Fuai, Kai Ling, Yong Ern, My sis and I went to Frim yesterday. We are damn semangat!

*The starting point.

* I like this round shape tree.

*Go Go Go!

*Start climbing hill.

*The first rest point.

*He is the only guy following us.

*He is promoting the durian with the tree behind named durian kampung.

*While, this Suet Li promoting her minyak angin to those almost faint.

*Group photo. Taken by Ah Xin.

*Finally we reached the 1000 kaki.

*This photo is so natural. Look at them at the back!

*She is so small with this treee. This tree is super HUGE!

This girl is damn semangat. She wont feel tired at ALL. She still can speak alot and LOUD. The whole jungle can hear her. HAHAHAHA. Wonders why she wont tired.

*Last step of the hill.

After that we went to Selayang Pasar for breakfast(Pan Mee). After reaching home then we all collapse already. Then, Suet Li and I went tuition at Kepong and they wait for us in May's place.

*Playing Sonatinata after tuition.

Then we went to D'Fortune for dinner at 5:30pm and met Jimmy there. LOL. Suet Li and I were super hungry.

*Promoting Fortune cookie.

My fortune : Believe in your dream. <3

*This girl is super hungry waiting for her food.

*Mei Tin & Kai Ling

:)

After our dinner, we went to Desa Park for photo shooting and walk.

*Suet Li & May

*HAHAHAHA. Look at me and Suet Li. Laughing so natural.

*This girl do not swim. The float is for her!

After walking around the park. We went to Jusco Max Value for Sushi. Sushi for supper that night. :))))))

A super tiring day with friends. It was fun. :D

Glad to have them in my life. <3