this is the only place for me to share my feeling.

this week is the worst in my life.

I hate this!

7 more days then he will be back but we got into this problem.

WHY?

i have waited 4 months for him to come back but now, maybe he is not coming back

or we will not meet when he is here.

WHY?

these two days.

i know both of us live in struggled

I am wrong, I am sorry.

will our love just end like this?

we gone through 848 days together

will it just end like this?

i dont know.

i have no confidence now.

for you, i got no right to say anything

i know you are angry with me

but did u ever think of my side?

this is no excuse.

this is my feeling.

do u think that if thats me in the picture how will u feel?

do you know how much i love you.

do you know how much i care.

do u know how much i worry.

do u know how much tears i had dropped.

do u know now i only having a meal a day.

do u know i am like a walking zombie now.

do u know when i am alone, i will cry like mad.

do u know i have planned everything and now, it is nothing.

do u know how hurt is it for me to take all this.

I am totally lost now.

you know me well.

you know everything about me.

you are also my everything.

you know that i never share out my feeling with anyone else when u are here

you know that u are my only listener?

after you gone, i only started to share it with my friends

now, i got nothing.

the only thing i have is only memories.