Night of nighamares

Yesterday night was the worst night i ever had. So plain, so dull, so empty.

I had a late nap after dinner as i was tired after my grading. I woke up and found 2 messages and a miss call on my phone.

'Hey, Yee Yan ask you to online now.'

'Yee Yan ask you to online ASAP'

Following that was a miss call from my friend how send me the message.

I knew what the miss call was for.

I was too late. My babie was at a transit in taipei. She managed to go online there, hoping to chat with me. But i was not with her. I was still taking a stroll in dreamland. When i woke up, she have already left, but she left me a message.

Hello darling !!

How is your grading ? Okay anot? My sis leh.. At taipei now. Waiting for transit. Very boring and miss you ! Take care. I love you !

-YaN-

I smiled, but that smile didn't last long. A sigh came out from my mouth soon after. I have missed my chance of having a chat with my babie.

That night i couldn't sleep. I have many mixed feeling in me. Happy my babie sent me the e-mail, regretful i couldn't chat with her, worried if she could take the endless flight but glad that she sounds happy. At last, I couldn't tell which is which. All my feelings was stuffed into heart, each of then struggling to take control of my brain.

I lay on my bed. That night was filled with emptiness. No late night chat with me babie. No good night wishes from her too. It was a cold night for me.